lost myself

i got 3 booms within a day...

the 1st boom is about our SCO assignment..

last minute only said tat she haven print out and cant make it..

but y?? y she din tel us earlier and no inform us??? y so irresponsible?? 

we had late to pass it up to sir... 

there are a penalty for us because of sum1..

2nd boom is about English...

v suppose present our English today but we din..

our English assignment late hand up for madam + cant make the presentation..

i have no idea with what happen to him, y he become like that..  

he made me feel super duper disappointed to him..

after this 2 case happened, i had stayed in moody situation..

just feel wanna cry already..

the 3rd boom is from sum1[group member] be4 i leave the class. 

he call us try to make our presentation more attractive..

then i ask for his suggestion.

he told me " emm, i already think for my part n also discuss wif xx [another group member] already, but tat is privacy between us so i cant tell u and u do yourself la"..

WTH of this.. 

we are in the same group but y they can so selfish??

y ?? who can tel me y ??

i feel very very very down..

on that time, my mood had dropped into valley..

i had totally gone crazy and hope that i can cry out loudly..

y ?? because they dun like me?? because they hate me?? but y ??

can tel me y?? at least i can know it... 

i had totally run out of idea.. 

who can tell me what  can  i do??  

how i can make my presentation better??

help me.. now i feel like wanna bang the wall..
i cant accept all this in 1 time..
i really cannot.. i really going to be crazy..
i feel stress now.. i really cannot persist anymore...